Bitch Friends Forever

This is Lin Zee. She is my first college friend and hopefully till the end. Actually we used to be a trio but unfortunately the other one fits better with the other kids in class. This girl is gorgeous like me, outgoing like me and we have similarities and differences of course. I just love this bitch, I like going out with her and have fun lol. She's wild and craazzzy! We tell each others secrets and tell each others problem when we have one. :"> I DUNNN CARE! HAHAHAHA I JUST WANT TO BLOG HER FACE. LOL. Gewdnayt

THAT GUY.

I met this guy, well my friend introduced him to me. He's tall and handsome though! And he's fond of speaking in English. When I met him he was like "Hi Lois I'm ... Nice to meet you." in a very hot accent! Then I was like ... "...yeah!" because I don't know what to say! HAHAHAHA. He's a cool guy, he always greets me whenever we see each other and smiles like hell. Right now I'm still seeing him and I talked to him via facebook lately and he seems to like me. No i'm just jumping to conclusions. Why? Because he appreciates me and he said that I look okay in every way and that made me feel ... Awww really! :"> I smiled that time. I never met a guy so sweet and appreciates even the most common things I do. I remember when he said something like this, "I like it when you smile all the time, whenever I see you you're always smiling." and !!! He also called me adorable :"> Aww I hope the guy I like sees me that way. I like this guy. He makes me feel appreciated. I bet his girlfriend to be will be treated like a princess and be appreciated in every way. Oh boys please be like him. OKAAAAAAAY.

Ultimate Crush ❤ Happy Birthday.

I have this crush. I saw him first in twitter and when I first saw him I was like "Who the heck is this guy". It felt like a gunshot straight to my heart! My heart was beating fast and it's crazy, too bad he's sort of popular and believe me he's stunning gorgeous, for me of course. I watch him become more popular and he became hotter than ever! Whenever I see his picture in my timeline I melt! I feel so much different and it's giving me goosebumps ! I don't deny him to people when they ask me if he's my crush besides! I'm damn proud about it. There are times that he appears on my mind without permission! I admire him that much. There came a time that I was on this place and he will come there too t'was a party. I've waited all night to see him and when he was on the door, my eyes sparkled! I was sweating and my heart is going to explode! The stupid thing is, I told my friend that I like him and that friend told him that I like him. Great, so when he entered the room my friend was walking towards me and also HIM ❤ so my heart is about to burst then my friend introduced him to me and I was acting normal even though I'm about to die inside! Crappy thing isn't it. We shake hands and it was like the most wonderful thing in the world. His hands... so soft, his face so angelic I can stare at him all day without blinking. His smile is stunning and it's gorgeous, his voice .... I can listen to it everyday and I will never get tired of it. He is totally everything I expect him to be. He is totally wonderful, fyi I'm smiling like hell right now. I can clearly remember those moments. It was priceless, he is really something... God I can't stop smiling :"> Whenever I look at him it was like magic to me, he is my greatest fantasy and seeing him was magic. He is a fairy tale prince, and I'm just a commoner watching him live happily ever after with his beloved princess. Then the last part of my sad story is not that bad after all. It a simple cheek to cheek goodbye, which I know he is doing to his close friends, friends. It's just that but for me? It's absolutely something to remember him bye. His sweet and nice attitude, his innocent smile and his angelic voice. The heck am I typing!!! Anyways. On the 23rd will be his birthday. I wish nothing but the best for him. I want him to be happy with his princess and to be successful in what he is doing whatever it is. He will be forever my dream prince and I will always be his greatest admirer. I plan to call him and greet him a simple "Happy Birthday! God Bless." Damn it! :( He's really something. Advance happy birthday my prince :* Your perfect to me, every single thing about you, even the things I don't know about you means a lot to me. I'm becoming so dramatic. I hate this. I HOPE YOU WON'T READ THIS! FOR HEAVENS SAKE!!!

A new beginning!

Oh how I missed blogging! :D It's like writing on your private diary! Anyways I'm  a college girl now! :D So cute and I like college though sometimes it's seriously exhausting and stressful. I grow up so fast :"> Kidding. I'm still adjusting and adopting to my new society and it's a good thing because these new environment is sort of changing me though there is a specific reason why I'm trying so hard to change and that... I'm not gonna say! :P I'm hoping for a better life than my life when I was in High School. Well whatever that is I'm happy now, I guess. :D

Confession of an Insecure Girl.

Every girl may experience this kind of self issue. And believe me I know how it feels, at some point I feel incomplete and seriously not contented about how I look so I tried using products to make my skin fairer and flawless it's like a disease to me. I was obsessed with making myself look prettier I guess, I hate the feeling. I was deeply insecure with this girl, she's totally pretty and on some celebrities too! I was like stalking their pictures and there are times that I'm like trying to be like them but it just won't do. I was so frustrated because I can't be like her or them. I was totally like "why do I look like this?!" to myself I mean asdfghjkl!!! I was tired of it. Though I don't want to be just a copy of somebody else it's tempting! Good thing that even though I almost went crazy about being insecure to other girls I didn't end up coloring my face with make up just to look beautiful. Well I guess being yourself is better than being her, or her or them or her, whatever but I admit it's hard to be yourself when you can still see other girls better than you, but you will usually move on or pretend to actually. A piece of advice? I don't have anyyy! Browse google maybe because I have nothing here in mind. Anyways that's just me. :)))