You know this band ? :) My Chemical Romance ♥ Heard it before ? Well I don't care this band rules. In my country only some fell in love with this group of life-saving guys, including me of course. I heard about them when their song Helena ruled myx tv , I seem to like them specially the sex god Gerard Way (Vocalist) then it struck me I was like what the hell is this band doing? I listened to the songs, fell in love and almost died. Now they broke up. I don't know what to say aside from "WHAT THE HECK" Still trying to move on even if I don't want to because I don't want to lose this hope of mine. :| It badly hurts. :< This dudes save me from depression and teenage shits and now they're like telling me to die or something. What's the use of Gerard's Forever Young power if he won't use it ! >:( But I respect them, to my Gerard,Mikey Unicorn :* Franky Bob and Ray :'< I will forever listen and love you my babiiiiiiiiies. "Fuck the DAILY MAIL". :| WE ARE NOT CULTS, WE ARE AN ARMY ♥ </3

My Skin.

Don't find me weird for blogging about my skin. Well people see me as a girl with fair complexion yet I'm so not contented because my skin before was way too lighter than today, why did this happen? You know. Teen girl the usual go here, go there and nonstop hang-outs that made me stay often under the sun and here it comes my skin turned darker so I'm starting to bring it back as soon as possible. I'm not a self-conscious freak I just like seeing myself with the skin I used to have. I keep on looking for tips on the internet and every site tells me lime or lemon is really the thing. It really takes time and proper diet too, healthy body means healthy skin. Goodluck on my fairer skin project this summer. No to so much sunlight ! :| I have to stay away from the sun though I would love to splash around the beach. ♥ :)

Summer To Do List

Are the following -------------------------------------
•Gain Weight •Wear something awesome •Fairer skin •Cute hair •Get nails done •Have a good swim •Get a Tattoo What do you think ? :) Goodluck to me ! :] Here's a cute collage I want to achieve. Looky looky ;)

Dear Body, WHEN?!

Summer almost here! And everybody know that summer is the Bikini Season. :| So unfortunately for me and to other ladies experiencing this not so deep depression. Oh you know what I mean! I mean like me without that perfect summer bod can't wear this baby, too bad. Someday girls and eherm ... gays. :) (^o^)v we are going to wear our very own summer wear with our heads up hiiiiiigh ! Ain't a big problem I know and some girls don't like to wear this kind of "piece of cloths" but of course there are some that are DREAMING to wear these. Oh who cares. :) But can you imagine yourself wearing this pair of swimmies with your baby body I mean, your not so matured and not so lady YET bod. :P Disgusting I know. -____- THOUGHT !! I can see *cough* some girls wearing their swimmies even though they are still in their baby bods. No offense if your one of them because it's still up to you if you can carry swimmies like this. Have you ever asked the same question ? WHEN? :) I mean you know. When will you get that perfect or even close to perfect and even average or fair bods for summer. LOL ♥ Oh someday girls, someday ! :D

Daddy's Money

My dad just got home from an overseas country. One time we were walking at a department store when I saw something sparkly in my eyes at the Ladies Footwear section. My eyes sparkled when I looked at my dad, My foot moves without me knowing and the next thing I realized that I'm an inch away from this awesome babiiiiiiies ! O__________O I like Converse a lot but this thing just captured my eyes. So then we asked for the price and walked away with my face like this :'( But I curse you precious shoes! My dad ain't going anywhere until he buys me you ♥ :""""""""> I hope ... -___________- Somebody buy me this please ! :D I'm can give my right arm for this. Kidding. :D Darn I want this rubbish in my closet. :|

A leaf.

Heyaaa. Lookameh noow. :) It's been a while since my last blog. I'm graduating from high school, ain't that cool ? :) Uhh I was so captivated by this photo because I look like human here. No more games for a grown up. Can you believe that I am growing up? I myself can't believe it. I mean how can someone like me change into the kind of girl I am now. Though I know how talkative I am till now and childish enthusiastic to. I still have my ADHD like illness that is really not ADHD it only seems that I have it but i don't I just ... I don't know. I'm still trying to change in to a better me, and I really hope it's working. And I do hope it would be acceptable for everyone around me too. Turning into a new leaf I guess. ^_^ Goodluck to me ! ♥ ~ I miss blogging so much. Uhhhh!